My First Life

paeonia
2 min readDec 21, 2022

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Dear Little Star,

One spring day I stumbled upon you not knowing you will be my light in life. Since you came, you are always the protagonist, the only figure that could slow things down in my stories.

Funny how you can make everything feel like my firsts. All agonize and distress were brushed aside as if they never exist, but loving you make me want to feel all those emotions all over again just to keep you in my existence.

You taught me to admire things in life more carefully, just like how your eyes sparkles everytime you stare at things with full adoration.

You also taught me to live life dauntlessly by replacing every fear with curiosity. The same goes with your perseverance that I admire so dearly.

Every second I can only think how much of a person so enchanting can handle this much.

Thank you for living boldly and letting me look up to you.

To that you’ve roused my soul and made me into believing that my first life will always be the one with you in it.

May this fondness can fill the nooks in your heart to keep you company even when the sun dims your light.

xx,

odyxxeia

February 16th 2022

Written in the most ungodly hours and state, one of many letters to hwang hyunjin.

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although these letters won’t reach you, i’ll continue to dream of you softly.